Saturday, February 01, 2014
Saturday, May 11, 2013
Perceptions . . .
All my life, I wanted to be . . . Well, I was going to say 'thin' but that's not it. I just didn't want to be FAT.
I achieved that once when I was 17. My father and mother told me if I'd get down to a certain weight, they would buy me car.
Message: I would be worthy of a car, were I not FAT.
I lost that weight. I got that car. I proceeded to gain the weight back.
I've tried WW, optifast and dieting myself. I am now a Type II diabetic because I was always FAT.
I see myself as FAT. It shapes my life (pun intended). It is a great excuse for all my other failings and character defects.
I'm 57 years old now. I will likely always be FAT.
I'm sure people don't like me because I am FAT.
My husband would love me enough if I were not FAT.
I would have a better job if I were not FAT. (though I love the one I have)
My life would be better if I were not FAT.
Sunday, April 07, 2013
Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Monday, April 01, 2013
Sunday, January 29, 2012
She changed me to Lantus and Novolog. It's working great, well, when I have a brain.
This morning in a fog, I took Lantus when I wasn't supposed to. It's my beddy-bye med :) I'm supposed to take Novolog in the morning. Call to the nurse and just had to adjust things today but the problem is I've been overeating all day because I was worried about going too low.
Tomorrow is another day.